~Heartless-Abandon

I'm not pregnant!!!!!!!!


I'll be on in a while.

OMG I WANT A PEPERONI PIZZA...

I'm worried I might be pregnant again. I've been having weird dreams and headaches and weird cravings... I hope I'm not. I wanted to get skinny again before I have another baby... But if I am I'll be happy.
I'll know by tomorrow. I'm going to get a pregnancy test tonight when we go grocery shoping.

I need to stop putting so much presure on myself for ST.
It's making me unable to write in my normal speed. I'm going over it so much in my head that it's really slowing me down. Not to mention it's taking alot of the fun out of it.

I was sick last night and this morning. I think I got my husband sick too. He feels bad. Now I'm so burnt out on writing and being under pressure I just feel like surfing the web. I'll still be writing this week during the day. I just needed to vent and calm my nerves. I'm just going to forget trying to get published and write this story for fun. Cause I wont do it if I don't like it.

Again I'd like to thank my beta's. You know who you are!

All week I will be writing during the day! I will mostly be writing for my Secret Truth story. I really hope you all like this story. Please be sure to comment on the posts.
If I am not writing on ST I will be writing on DAFF. Just to get the brain going.
Then I might write on Making Memories. But I am pretty stuck on that one.

So Just so you know I will be on from around 9am to around 5pm or 7pm.

Bones starts on Wednessday!

Days till Supernatural starts: 16!!!!!!

So here's the deal about this week end. Sadly I probably wont be on most of the weekend b/c this is not my computer. It is my roomates. So he will be on it most of the time. Which sucks cause I so wanted to write this weekend. But alas it most likely wont happen. I really hope I can get a laptop soon. Maybe next weekend.

So I'm working out the kinks on Secret Truth. I must tell you I probly will not be posting all of S.T. Because I plan on getting it published. Hopefully it will be good enough. But don't worry I will still be writing my Making Memories story. I may even start another Fan Fic for The Dark Angel tv series.

I am going to be so bored this weekend...*grumble* Well at least my husband will be helping me with our 4 month old this weekend.

I would like to shout out a couple friends that are helping me get motivated to write better. GiGi you know you have mad skills girl! Keep it up dont give up cause the more you write the better you get and if you do what you love then you know it's good! You're a good friend. And Eva thanks for your support girl. You are a good friend and a good writer. Keep it up E.

I feel like I am forgetting something Oh yeah!

DAYS TILL PREMIER OF SUPERNATURAL SEASON 4: 19 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!